i've had my fill.

enough is enough,
though i know i’m going to miss
that scream inside,
and those blood stained safety pins.
i never had a reason to,
but i did anyways.
to pull me through
the dark tunnel that’s caving in
on me.
on us.
on this.

and it’s true that screaming
drowns out the pain.
i can’t feel that i break my skin.
i’m the only one to blame.

enough is enough,
though i’m sure going to miss
the way you looked at me.
could i have just one more kiss?
we never had a reason to be,
yet we are.
so lock me up, and swallow that fucking key.
for me.
for us.
for this.

and it’s true that screaming
makes it all feel better.
or at least go away for a while.
and if it was raining, i couldn’t be wetter.

enough is enough,
though i swear I’ll miss
everything i thought i knew.
suffocated by velveteen bliss.
i’ve never felt this poison before.
but here it is, killing me from the core.
cause of me.
cause of us.
cause of this.

and it’s true that screaming
breathes, then dies.
just like me.
so stop the lies.